Saudade (or Saudades) is defined as “a somewhat melancholic feeling of incompleteness. It is related to think back situations of privation due to the absence of someone or something, to move away from a place or thing, or to the absence of a set of particular and desirable experiencies and pleasures once lived”.
I have been haunted by this word. It can mean so many feelings, yet remains so eerily difficult to define in just one word. It could imply longing for a faraway place where one was raised; yearning for a lost lover lost for good or missing the fond memories. For me, saudade opens floodgates to so many emotions: present and those from my childhood.
And yet, I’m sure I’m not the only one. Maybe we all have these longings or “blues”, where we feel vulnerable and alone and maybe the fact that we can all relate to these feelings is what makes us…well…human.
So if you are feeling the saudade, don’t avoid it. Try riding this emotion through!
My friends ask me why I study neurobiology. Biology, particularly neurobiology, piqued my interest because of a strange experience I had when during my childhood I was diagnosed with Bell’s Palsy, a temporary facial paralysis that causes unexpected loss of control of movement in the facial nerves.
I learned that my disease was idiopathic, without a cure, and that the effects would wear off with physiotherapy and time. I was introduced to cranial nerves, a set of twelve pairs of nerves that emerge directly from the brain. One of the sets, called the 7th cranial nerve, directs the muscle on each side of the face to move. When the function was disrupted the nerve, I learned, the brain could not communicate with the muscles, and therefore the muscles could not contract.
Standing in front of a mirror, I would pretend I was a scientist looking at a patient checking for symptoms and observing if there were any improvements with time and therapy. With time I saw improvements, as I could slowly move both sides of my face at the same time. This is when I knew I was drawn towards sciences.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rabindranath_Tagore
This is one of those songs that just stay in your head. I do not know why. Maybe because I have a huge crush on Zooey or the fact that I love folk music.
However, what I do know is I like this.